If Only...

If only I didn't have two VERY abnoxious brothers, who make me want to run from home or commit suicide.  If only I had a friend who I could talk to or text about my problems.  If only I had more than three friends at school that won't betray me.  If only I had the power of Telekinesis so I wouldn't feel so alone.  If only my dreams would come true in the next year or two.  If only I would paint something beautiful for once, instead of drawing something from my past.  If only my paintings looked realistic.  If only I wasn't so discouraged.  If only someone shared my love for painting.
If only I would stop using "if only."  We all have dreams that we wish would come true.  We're all waiting for the moment that would change our lives forever.  If only that moment didn't take so long to appear before us so we can get on with our lives!  I can't wait until my niece, Bridget, grows up and is able to play with big girl toys and learn how to finger paint.  I'll have all of the necessary tools to give her when she wants to start.  I'm sure her mother, and also mine, won't mind.
I wish there was more happening in my life like in my sister's.  She has Bridget to watch, and that's where most of the fun is!  I get to spend less time with her than my rude brother because I'm at school more often and longer.  I can't wait until Summer, where I'll be as free as a bird, except for the flying and the traveling part.  Good thing I told my sister about starting a big list of activities to do during Spring Break at school and in Summer.  I'm excited about spending more time with my family, not including my abnoxious brothers, and the dog.  ;)

 

Back from the Camping Trip

The camping trip was very interesting and fun. Yesterday we took about 45 minutes to get to the campground, including the 10 minutes of traffic on Bangerter and the five after we took a wrong turn. Once we got there, we parked and went around talking and visiting others in our ward. After Logan and I pitched up the tent and got our stuff out of the car, we went and ate dinner with everyone else. Then the men lit a fire in the bishop's awesome fire pit. It had cool silhouettes of animals on the sides. I drew 2 different pictures - one of a buffalo and one of a deer. After i finished the deer, my sister Cassie and I went to bed. I only got 2 hours of sleep because I'm a light sleeper and someone kept farting loudly. The next morning, I woke up at Cassie and Bridget moving around the tent. It was already bright outside, but I didn't notice because i was wearing my sleeping mask. I was glad I brought it. Anyways, I fell asleep again for about half an hour until Logan and Parker woke up. I was so tired that i didn't want to get up yet, but after 10 minutes of trying to rest,  i finally got up and put my things away and got dressed. I was too tired to eat anything. After an hour of cleaning the campground, we finally went home. But before we went home, i was on Dawn Plaudis' hammock when Carrie, Lily, Amy, and Kathrine came back from a short hike, they all had a "walking stick." I was on for 5 minutes when Lily and Carrie came over and kicked me off. I started to protest, but Lily made me go away. They used their sticks to make themselves swing back and forth. About 5 minutes later, Carrie and Lily came over to Lily's mom. Carrie showed her a scar on her neck below her chin, and Dawn went inside their camper and got a few things. I still think she deserved it because she shouldn't have been playing with it on the hammock in the first place. I think Lily told her to because she was doing it by herself at first. On the way home I was laying on my pillow trying to take a nap and listen to music. As soon as we got home, Parker and I took our stuff out of the car and put everything downstairs. After I took a shower, I got some food in my stomach and watched a movie. Later on, Cassie and Logan came over with the baby and Cassie handed me her computer to blog since my computer won't work. Logan made some cookies and we ate them all within 3 hours since we weren't very hungry. Then my mother came home and I showed her my many bug bites I found on me today.

My First Post!!!

My first post i did was on my older sisters computer. She finally convinced me a few minutes ago to start my own blog, especially since she and my mom have one. Right now my sis is putting dates on pictures she took at Maryland and Hungary. She has so many exciting adventures since she got married to this HOTTIE named Logan. She even has so many cool in-laws now! But ever since May 21st, she and my mom have been snuggling my niece Bridget. But that was the day Bridget came out of the hospital. She was really born on the 7th. It's true what some people say, "You always think your baby is the cutest in the world." Bridget stayed with my mother today for a while. When Cassie picked her up, i volunteered to go to her house to watch some kids and go to the park. We had a fun time there and i even got to swing high enough to look over the bar! Every swing set i've ever been on, i've look over the bar above. Except for the one at the school playground i visited a few years ago. I got to color a pic on Logan's ipad, which is super cute! now i have to go home before my mom gets mad. Ta!